Closure

Casatta's been missing since we came back from Goa. It's infinitely depressing, not being able to hear her running around, at the door in the morning, talking to us.. And in a terribly depressing way, it's almost more painful not knowing what happened to her, is she dead or alive, is she hurt somewhere waiting for me to find her and rescue her... did she get run over, did she get poisoned?

There's no bloody closure, and it's tearing me apart...